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I seek for growth and success, lma.

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you never changed. until now you wanna feed that ego of yours. guess now you’re seeking for validation of other women out there, using them to feed your emptiness.

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I must forget about him. I don’t deserve this pain. after all of the sacrifices I did for him, he would just walk away like I mean nothing to him? I gave chances, risked my mental health n self-respect and still ended up choosing the same mistake that broke me multiple times..

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I am hurting n I hate myself for this! how foolish of me hahahah oh man I hate how you shattered me when all I tried to give was love n pure intentions. how could you? I don’t deserve any of this haha I loved you, I genuinely did. so how? haha

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fvck this shi

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liar liar liar

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user haha

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okay, enumeration lang pala

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date of suspensions na lang ata maisasagot ko sa exam...

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think I genuinely care.

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do I really love him? or I just get used to having him around...

I don’t know if it’s still love, ‘cause if I’d be honest, I really don’t care that much about him. Tho I’m certain that I love love love how he makes me feel, and how he treats me. But when it’s about him, I don’t

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he’s just my happy crush so it would be so much better if u guys would just be happy too & support me hihi #lovepeace 🫰🏿🧿

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it has been a while! I can’t believe that just last week, I was too heartbroken to smile even a little. now, there’s a man who makes me giggle and roll around my bed like a kiddo. yes, I have a crush! after a month and weeks of being broken hearted, I finally get to smile again..

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and js a flex, we’re already connected on tiktok. well he asked for my tiktok acc hehehe #streakmates

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I wanna die

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uhm I think it’s getting better. I’m just overthinking things. I’m not sure if I could make it to college this a.y. :(

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napaka raming rason para ayawan ka at tuluyang magalit sa’yo. napaka raming beses mo akong nagawang saktan at durugin. pero bakit naman ganon? bakit naman hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin kita? anong katangahan ‘to? hahahaha