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nyx or "pest" ,, it/he/they ,, 17
sh +ed recovery ; i spew my thoughts here

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

in!!! recovery!!! from everything!!! with my partner,, wowwowow
i will still interact with youu all, do not fret! i will just be posting rantings and possibly art here now 🪳
evil pest,,, OUT! now just,, pest

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

as much as i wish to produce, i have no musical talents (￣￢￣) !!!

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

one of my favourite small meals,,, macncheese, broccoli, and rice all mixed together in a bowl (´・ω・`)

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

i need something soon
i need something soon

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

i feel sick but icdont knkw why
these past few days ive either been amazingly high on joy or miserable to the point i cant find reasons to keep going
i blame the new meds

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

its all or nothing

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

everything and everyone means too much to me
i am too sentimental i fear

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

you are all very loved okay
dont forget that

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

this mornings soundtrack,
shout the battle cry for freedom - adam gnade

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

@fagcannibal we love you back, cannibal (´・ω・`)

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

@fagcannibal keep holding onto that hope! recovery is very possible. you can do this!!!
(＾3＾)/～☆

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

i need something and i need kt now but i dont know what it is
its making me antsy

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

gaauahaa so stressed
school,, so stressful! so tired
my energy to succeed has run dry

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

thinking of just dropping out of school, not going to college any more
thibking of being a freelance artist,, selling art commissions and adopts and physical items at festivals

[cannibal @fagcannibal]

not to sound like a loser but twitter makes me feel really seen and at home i just cant get off of it

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

@fagcannibal its hard but as long as you keep doing it, youre succeeding! keep going for as long as possible.

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

i dont know which makes me feel more like a loser,,, ranting and venting on a discord server, twitter, or reddit

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

@fagcannibal we are cheering you on, cannibal! you can do this!

[guy @iloverickprime]

We're voice chat pregnant verity rick and morty role playing

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

i wish i were a fish
no teeth,,, just blub

[🏁 @notsoevil_pest]

gaauh i hate my teeth
i hate braces
i hate that im being pressured/forced into choices i dont want for MY mouth.
get rid of it!!!!