The reason I lose my sense is because of your ego to use “I didn’t know”, and “I didn’t understand” as a reason to excuse your offence to be forgiven, instead of changing how you treat me.
Taking my forgiveness for granted… as if you earned it for “accepting” me as I am.
Cruel
I have fallen down to my knees
And begged, pleaded, and prayed
To Allah
For mercy.
For peace.
For what I want.
And if it is not written, then death. Because I cannot stay like this any longer.