anyone else get like insecure abt talking abt things ur currently obsessed with? its like i have this deeply engraved paranoia that ppl will make fun of me for the things i like. Probably stems from middle school but I HATE IT
i feel myself getting dumber. i have to think before i speak now because my words get jumbled up. i forget things so easily. i can't focus. i mix things up all the time
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling
lowkey trying to step out of your comfort zone is hard af when your comfort zone is isolating yourself and being SAD PARANOID ANXIOUS AVOIDANT LOSER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡