i think too much about the state of the world and about my life and my future and get disappointed and stressed.. then im like "i should be sad rn, there's nothing to be hopeful for".. "i want to be sad" and you go down that rabbit hole, which leads to isolation and self sabotage
@witandstars i think if u haven't been clinically diagnosed with a mental health issue (if not yet, pls try to), you should consider it might just be a "desire to be sad".. which im starting to notice lately in a lot of people (including myself)..
@QuirkyRayTracer that only applies to a "bad mood", not depression. depression is a mind disease. a simple walk outside or touching grass will not make it disappear. it might help though.. for like 10mn :D
@vehicleinstairs ive been in many trios before. never works out. at least for me. i always end up the "third" friend and it used to feel horrible. affected my self worth and confidence for years. im still tryin to undo the damage as best as i can :)
@filthyllamaa focus on yourself, learn new skills, go to places, do the things you love, be kind to strangers.. being somebody's "fave" won't add much to your life but jealousy and obsession (imo at least :) )
@filthyllamaa i used to think like you but i have come to learn that people are not as close to each other as you think.. some of the relationships/friendships you envy are either just for show or at least not as genuine as you might think..
@IamMotswane most people (at least in my society) have them just because everybody else is having them or because theres nothin else to do in life (which is a pretty long time) "you can build ur career.. but for how long? you can't work til 80. and then you have nobody to take care of u"
@swagg11n gurlll i had a similar experience fach kent f lycee wa7d prof d pc swlni if anything was wrong w 9ali im a smart person and that i should just trust myself more.. knt kan7chem bzf back then