i love my job but like it makes everything outside of real life hard to focus on or do anything pertaining to it like yes i would like to play games and call with friends and draw but oh my gosh im just so tired AND I HATE WORKING BACK TO BACK BUT I WANT MONEY
i started missing my sister out of nowhere πππ if only i was a good enough person to deserve to call her that or to deserve her or her love or to have anything to do with her or really to have anytging to do with anyone in my life
i love my best friend i really really do i dont know why i cant jusy be better or do better i dont know why it gets easier and then harder i dont know or understand any of it i dont know what im doing and i dont know how to be the personshe thinks i am or the person