Well. I still want to talk to him. Craving closure. But I won’t, because I know it won’t bring me the closure that I desire.
I have so much grief that I was never able to process. I loved him, I didn’t want to leave him, I had to choose me.
Today is Narcissistic Abuse Awareness Day. May as many people as possible become aware as we live in a society that paves the way for this kind of behaviour, where people that behave this way thrive especially. Only with awareness may this change.
#NarcissisticAbuseAwarenessDay
When ur scrolling through your twitter to reveal trauma timeline, but then get surprised by the time you met your bestie .
Ducking love you bitch #BestFriends
Also I am realizing there is no reality where one of us was the problem.
There is a reality where specific words were said. But the words we each heard are another story reflecting ourselves.
Basically I have to get over myself.
#abuse#trauma#MentalHealthMatters
Just gotta remember, narcissism means that brain don’t work right. Dude don’t remember right. Trauma twists memories. I’m not sorry and you shouldn’t be either.