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𐂯 venting babe

[𖥔 @nowherfst]

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[𖥔 @nowherfst]

@snowyeyed i just followed but hiii i’m doing ok tonight. ruminations aren’t winning tonight. had a good nourishing meal nd in warm blankys rn. Hope you get to do the same soon new oomf ♡

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should i make a happy study type twt and then simultaneously run this su1cidalideations acct in tandem? lol

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#rs i’ve been unemployed nd bc of it have the energy to sustain good habits for myself… making me happier. so i haven’t had to flat out vent sm. It won’t last once i go back to work tho… but at least im ok rn ꨄ︎

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heard gun shots :( scared/hope whoever is ok :(

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it feels like i said this daysss ago… why is this so fcking hard. i’m still going so strong. haven’t checked things still!!

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this is the first time i have gone 2 days without engaging with one of my compulsions in months!! here’s to three days.

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#rs i’ve been unemployed nd bc of it have the energy to sustain good habits for myself… making me happier. so i haven’t had to flat out vent sm. It won’t last once i go back to work tho… but at least im ok rn ꨄ︎

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NOOO I just started following them why did they deactivate 💔

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retweet 😣

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but also.. i don’t wanna be too strict on myself either as to no inconvenience my friend+happiness too much. if anything just wanna try and stay more mindful if all else fails.

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# day 8 of deficit was another success !! forgot to log yesterday but i tried low cal ice cream and it was soooo yummy! (330cal for a whole pint)

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tmrw will suck bad :,( i am doubling up on my lower cal days this week bc of going on a small trip. i wanna have a higher calorie ceiling on other days to keep myself at my goal !

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@_L1fe_Wasted_ you get it fs :,((( there’s like some kind of hierarchy or mini groups within the group n i just feel extremely out of place/not myself in my experience. even in a trio i get stressed out :( not enough energy/understanding for any of it

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my cat is my primary reason for staying here rn still ♡ he is everything to me nd at the end of the day wanna take care of him his whole life. i ‘d hate to miss a second of it. this really resonates.

[Obear (Comm 4/5) @oobbbear]

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[𖥔 @nowherfst]

it was totally bc i was busy the whole last couple of days and kept my mind off of it… but im still gonna try super hard. it’s for my happiness

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this is the first time i have gone 2 days without engaging with one of my compulsions in months!! here’s to three days.

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@monstagutz thank you sm ⭐️

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if i ever up nd remove all my followers one day plz don’t take it personally moots 😭

i wanted to try out having some ppl to interact w on here but im feeling kind of anxious sometimes now. being priv w no following was freeing for me :( may go dark again one day 🤍

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retweet 😣

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@catsparxie @_L1fe_Wasted_ i have very crippling executive dysfunction + unmedicated and it controls every aspect of my life :( i’m trying to get a job but truthfully i don’t wanna go back. it’s so pointless. i have such a hard time even bothering to apply. i don’t gaf abt money. i feel for u :(