i'm struggling in silence. i'm exhausted but i'm trying. i'm dying but i'm surviving. i need someone to talk to but i don't want to tell anyone what i'm going through. i look strong but my inner is weak. i give advice to people while i'm waiting for motivation to be given to me.
she's not herself right now, her heart doesn't know how to feel. one minute, she's smiling and laughing but the next minute,she's zoning out,overthinking and questioning everything while holding back her tears. she wants to feel okay already..but the reality is...she's breaking.
Is this life? Reaching home after 8pm, leaving so little time for yourself and your family, only to make just enough money to cover everything, and repeat.
when she starts crying because of stress, it turns into crying over family, crying over her past mistakes, crying over losing her person, crying over the fact that they'll leave her eventually, io crying about her body, and crying over her entire life
Betul la, tak jaga solat, pastu expect dpt jaga anak dara org? Solat tu semudah2 perkara, yg nak membimbing tu nnti si suami, kalau suami tak solat, sape yg nak bimbing sape? Byk dh complain kt mana2 cc, isteri yg sedih sbb suami tak solat. Basic agama ke laut, basic rumah tangga
people think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard .
It's ok, no matter how bad it ends, don't regret the love you gave to anyone. Because one day the love you give will find its way back to someone who has waited their whole life for the kind of love you have.