imnellow

master of none, jack of all trades

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Come back here to talk. All platform ada my parents, my sibs and friends. I don’t want to be misunderstood and judge. Thus here.

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Banyakkanlah rezeki aku utk anak anak dan keluargaku ya Allah.
Panjangkannlah umur aku utk bayar segala hutang sebelum aku mati.
Ya Rabb. Janganlah ya Allah susahkan anak anak ku dengan keburukanku

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Almost my 33rd birthday.

Tired, overthinking overwhelmed and i feel so fat.

Bersyukur, syukur sangat tapi perasaan marah penat melebihi akal.
Too expressive makes me like an idiot
Too quiet i died inside
Thus ? To Allah.
Ya Allah betul ke apa aku buat dalam hidup ni.

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Haih, too many things. Better shut up daripada lagi cakap banyak.

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3 months buat bajet, kita buat perolehan. Wow.

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Yep, sending photos here lagi selamat sikit daripada tempat lain. I mean Ain is so mean now!

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@alia_constantin Amazingg! Macam mana you masak with baby lagi! Renyah tau nak masak ni!

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Seeing this little happiness is more than enough! Thank you so much! Cukup Allah sayang kita Suri💛

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I don’t know, but i cannot just keep up with everyone and everything.
My priorities is my small family and my parent and siblings well being.
So let it go Sofea.

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Lagi kuat hati rasa nak berhenti kerja lepas pasal benda kecil pun nak kisah sangat.

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Anak bujang Suraj dan Sofea💛

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Duduk sini seminggu pun dah rasa nak balik dah. Cepat la Sabtu. Taknak duduk sini dah.

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Rumah Ampang dah banyak betul sampah read: barang lama parent.
Tapi bila nak buang, dia mengamuk.
Run down bila rumah simpan banyak sampah.

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Joe dekat Brisbane now, Suri HFMD, i have to cuti kuarantin.
Tetiba Joe call, tak sedap hati. Hmm

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Eventually. You are on your own.

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Well hello there, struggling mom here

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Mental juga jaga dua anak. Both wants attention. Suri merajuk, baling barang, and menangis. Maalik menangis all the way.

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@alia_constantin Actually kan Suri pun mcm ni masa baby. 2-3 months ish. Semua sebab pemakanan kita. I makan mild tomyam and kari ikan (masak sendiri) so i dont how and why boleh effect dkt susu kita. Bila i stop makan those foods for 2 weeks. Suri okay dah.

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Excitement of being a parent!! Anak first haircut pun excited💛

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Tengok macam mana you handle anak dua orang sorang-sorang. Padan muka. Geram aku.