حنان الحنونه💘

الحياة هي الحرية واتخاذ قراري بذاتي

[حنان الحنونه💘 @nsoeh_h]

صور قديمه🍂👋🏻

[حنان الحنونه💘 @nsoeh_h]

طبيعي توصلين لهذي الحالة إذا وثقتِ بذكوري ما يشوف بالعلاقة إلا نفسه ومصلحته. يعطيك اهتمامه طول ما أنت مناسبة له، وإذا انتهى منك تركك وكأنك ��ا كنتِ شيء. المشكلة مو فيك، المشكلة إنك وثقتِ بشخص ما يعرف معنى الشراكة أصلًا احمد الموسى ذكوري وصخ واتمنى منك تتكلمين عنه اكثر توضحين فكرهم

[فوز العتيبي @FouzAlotaib27]

I’ve spent this entire time running away from facing the truth that my sister has cut off communication with me for nearly a year.

And the reason was simply that I was no longer able to transfer the money I used to send her every month to cover the rent for the place she lived in.

I used to send her the rent payments from my own money every month—not as a loan, but as a gift. I never expected anything in return.

I did that because the Saudi government had imposed restrictions on my family, and I wanted to support her during those circumstances. Even though my own life as a woman living abroad was already incredibly difficult and painful—having spent my entire life sheltered in my room, close to my father and mother, then suddenly finding myself in a foreign country where I didn’t speak the language.

While I was making her usual monthly rent transfer, my bank account was frozen as a precautionary measure so they could verify that I was the person making those payments.

They asked me to contact them. I did, but my English wasn’t good enough at the time to answer their questions and restore access to my account. They asked me to bring someone who spoke my native language to help me.

My former partner was the person who used to help me in situations like that. But we had just gone through a very painful and dramatic separation. I had to call the police to come to my home, and I asked them to warn him not to approach me. I didn’t want to see him in front of me again, no matter what it cost me.

My life came to a standstill. I faced unbearable difficulties, including struggling to pay my own rent because my account was frozen, and struggling to teach my brain a new language while my nervous system was going through trauma.

After several months, I was finally able to improve my English and reactivate my account. I can transfer money to her again now.

But the shock was realizing that my sister had stopped communicating with me from the exact moment my bank account was frozen because of the payment I was trying to send her. She didn’t even reply to my messages, and she never thought to check whether I was okay.

The deepest shock was realizing that everything that happened with my bank account was as if the universe had forced me, in a brutal and painful way, to confront truths I was not ready to see—to face things I had been unable to acknowledge without putting myself at risk of being overwhelmed by trauma.

None of this will change my support for my sister or my belief in her right to travel and pursue her freedom. But I will no longer allow anyone to take advantage of me.

[ترو @true8_]

الفستـان مو عادي 🩵!

[حنان الحنونه💘 @nsoeh_h]

المرأة ما ينتهي جمالها مع العمر؛ اللي يطفئ جمالها فعلًا هو أن تعيش حياة اختارها رجل عنها، ثم تنسى من كانت.

[حنان الحنونه💘 @nsoeh_h]

جمال المرأة مو بس ملامح، جمالها في صوتها، قرارها، ثقتها، وطريقتها و��ي تعيش نفسها بدون خوف.

[حنان الحنونه💘 @nsoeh_h]

الأنوثة مو خضوع، والجمال مو صمت، والحب مو سجن مزين بكلمات حلوة.