If you stay in the game long enough, it eventually clicks.
And when it does, years of losses disappear in weeks.
The destination is well worth the journey..
Stay committed, G.
Everyone talks about discipline like its this beautiful thing. no, its not a beautiful thing. it is ugly. its doing shit you hate tomorrow too, and the day after that, forever. thats it. theres no secret moment where it suddenly feels good, thats a lie. it mainly feels bad, and you mainly want to quit. and the only difference between you and the other wise guy who also knew all this, is that he did quit
You may not understand what I am doing now. But someday, you will.
I am not for everyone.
My work is not for everyone.
I am aware of this. I surrender to it. And I follow the divine instruction within my heart.
I am here for those with spiritual eyes to see. The ones who feel the resonance before we even speak. The ones who are truly ready for what comes next.
My life got a lot better when I could see things as logistical rather than personal. When you’re not fighting against (un)worthiness, all that’s left is cause and effect. e.g. I do x and y happens. Life is less a cosmic jail and more like levers and gears.
Changing yourself is a very slow process that takes a lot of patience and a lot of hard work. You cannot change everything about your life in just one day or one week. It is like building a house made of many small bricks. You must lay one brick at a time with care until you have built a life that you really love.
This path is not for the faint of heart. It’s for those willing to die to everything they believe about themselves. Not once, but over and over again — until only what is real remains.