itβs weird looking at this collection of pills & failed rescues. people see medication, I see years of trying to stay alive. some of these helped for a while, some didnβt. the fight isnβt over, Iβm still here but some days staying feels heavier than people realize
depression episodes are the reason i lose friends cause most people dont seem to understand how important it is for me to isolate myself without getting any pressure from anyone to talk to them⦠i just need space ik its hard to watch me suffer but plssss let me fight alone
Becoming distant with everyone bec one random day it hit me that people don't really care for me the way I care for them. Since then, Iβve slowly stopped giving sm of myself to people who would never do the same for me. It's exhausting loving people deeply & still feeling alone.