𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙

turned my pain into personality, so hi it‘s me. be gentle with me or leave me alone, thx.

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

cookie sits with me for sunsets like she understands them too. even caught the stars tonight. raw photos 🖤

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@Obito08363 Fleißige Biene 🐝

[🫧 @Pure_naturess]

the best weather in the world.. gray, gloomy and rainy

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@queenmavka und das obwohl du Kaffeeflecken auf deiner Bluee hattest! Thats a sign😝🖤

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@Obito08363 ES IST DOCH GAR KEINE WASSERMELONENZEIT :(

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

it’s weird looking at this collection of pills & failed rescues. people see medication, I see years of trying to stay alive. some of these helped for a while, some didn’t. the fight isn’t over, I’m still here but some days staying feels heavier than people realize

[mae @queenmavka]

depression episodes are the reason i lose friends cause most people dont seem to understand how important it is for me to isolate myself without getting any pressure from anyone to talk to them… i just need space ik its hard to watch me suffer but plssss let me fight alone

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@Obito08363 Du bist zu gutmütig 😭

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@ril3nto good morning beautiful ☺️🖤

[feelings @3amfeeliings]

you're scared of losing people, but is anyone scared of losing you?

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

my hoodie pretty much says it all

[■︎□︎ @nothinsleepless]

can I claim this as my jujutsu technique

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@Obito08363 Sad :((

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

GOT IT! #pokopia

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

MY BREAKFAST TODAY 🫶🏼🖤 #energizer #redbull #mcflurry

[yuni @_yuni1]

HUG ME

[𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱🌙 @numbsystemz]

@ril3nto don‘t say that again! Du bist mein beauty 🫶🏼🖤

[Sameer @oosafarnama]

Becoming distant with everyone bec one random day it hit me that people don't really care for me the way I care for them. Since then, I’ve slowly stopped giving sm of myself to people who would never do the same for me. It's exhausting loving people deeply & still feeling alone.