mai

010
bmi 14

[mai @numnextdoor]

𝜗ৎ

𓏲ּ𝄢 #edtwt #shedtwt .ᐟ

૮ ․ ․ ྀིა ifb ︴

hai hai my name is mai , I’m 15 i am 166cm and 40.8kg ! I have recently started forced recovery but I am secretly ‘relapsing’ back to my lw

for any more info pls feel free 2 dm ♡

[mai @numnextdoor]

@mayaof3dtwt omfg she’s so triggering but she is 5’7 and already said she is disordered but I’m 99% sure she’s not actually recovering because she has a insane walking addiction and literally only eats broccoli

[mai @numnextdoor]

omad of champions

[mai @numnextdoor]

why my body slowly deteriorating
my bones ache I can barely move or reach out
I have headaches 24/7 despite drinking 5 cups of water
I can’t breathe sometimes
and I keep getting sharp heart pains
🫩

[mai @numnextdoor]

oil is the devils liquid

[mai @numnextdoor]

pls let me be 85 pounds at this end of this week..that’s only 1lb away 🫩

[mai @numnextdoor]

my life is a joke I had to eat 1600 calories straight after this

[mai @numnextdoor]

rib 🦴🩻

[mai @numnextdoor]

rib 🦴🩻

[mai @numnextdoor]

@styr0warrior i would say once a week tbh

[mai @numnextdoor]

my heart keeps hurting

[mai @numnextdoor]

@mango_angel07 @winiferstars

[mai @numnextdoor]

bruises are so cute
mayb it’s just bc I lik purple . .

[mai @numnextdoor]

680 calories and 10k steps today even tho I said I was gonna start eating close to maintenance

[mai @numnextdoor]

going to school to be skinnymogged #ok

[mai @numnextdoor]

@LelaniMaya @9Nkiru I do, my brother goes to the gym and still would never comment on my eating habits like this

[mai @numnextdoor]

@sk1nnybl4ckg1rl all my families scales are in stones so I have to convert it to kg every time I come on this app💔

[mai @numnextdoor]

I WILL BE 38.9KG THIS WEEK I KNOW I WILL I BELIEVE IT

[mai @numnextdoor]

dude this eating disorder knocking the shit out of me today I was in class and I could barely breathe and I felt so dizzy

[mai @numnextdoor]

@lovelizai @dustywingss What omg this is amazing

[mai @numnextdoor]

tomorrow I’m going on a walk with my family and that normally ends up with me getting an icecream at the end.. but I’m scared bc they might want me to get dinner there too so I’m just gonna omad whatever it is 🫩