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safe space

[ً @artfuIchaos]

please be kind. don’t be the reason someone didn't eat today. don’t be the reason someone hates their body. don’t be the reason why someone doesn’t join in on a conversation. don’t be the reason why someone hates themselves. trust me, it sticks with them forever

[no name @nurfui]

thanks 2026, for continuing to test my patience. apparently you're not done with me yet ‘)

[no name @nurfui]

damn, i didn’t realise life could hurt this much. i’m tired, seriously fucking tired. so many thoughts, so many “why wasn’t it like this that day?” and “why couldn’t it be different today?”. just want to properly rest. hmmm 😞

[no name @nurfui]

i guess, thanks to this fucked up storyline for making me grow up faster than i ever wanted to. tak minta pun semua lesson ni, tapi somehow all this shit made me a more mature human being. still hate the plot though 😭

[no name @nurfui]

got into an accident, had a fight with my dad’s wife, and almost got into another accident on my way back to kl. for the first time, i finally snapped after being patient for so long. life hurts like hell. i’m fucking exhausted.

[no name @nurfui]

a lotttt of things happen this week 😔

[no name @nurfui]

looks like another episode at the hospital is coming ‘)

[no name @nurfui]

dulu, orang terdekat dengan aku halang aku nak jumpa ayah sendiri.

sekarang, orang yang bukan darah daging aku pulak yang cuba nak buat benda yang sama.

sometimes aku rasa aku memang tak layak nak dapatkan kasih seorang ayah.

fml 😞

[no name @nurfui]

i can't remember how many times i’ve told myself to stay strong. to keep going, even when life feels unbearably heavy. to smile when i wanted to cry. to convince myself that tomorrow would be a little easier than today 😔🫂

[no name @nurfui]

sometimes life gets so heavy that even explaining it feels exhausting. i smile, laugh, say i’m okay, but at night, everything comes rushing back. eventually, i stop talking. not because it doesn’t hurt, but because i’m tired of explaining pain no one sees.

[no name @nurfui]

“you nampak macam tak okay, are you sure you okay”

no. i lost my spark

[no name @nurfui]

i hate myself when i'm triggered by trauma. rasanya macam menghancurkan sisi diri aku yang penyayang, then ganti dengan kemarahan yang aku sendiri tak kenal. sorry, i dont even know what happened to me. pain changed me ‘)

[ً @artfuIchaos]

people don't realize how much strength it takes to pull your own self out of a dark place mentally. So, if you've done that today or ever, I'm proud of you.

[proxy𖤐 @pluckedseraphim]

being depressed your whole life and then finding happiness and subsequently losing it gotta be top 3 experiences of all time

[ཧ★ @yesimsvrfer]

sleeping with a heavy heart every night hoping it gets lighter by dawn

[s.m.t.h!.t.m @pohonpisaaang_]

ternyata aku balik lagi ke fase ini, udah di titik cuma bisa ngusap air mata sambil ngomong "gapapa" ini bukan yang pertama kalinya, nanti juga sembuh lagi yaaa.

[🌼 @heruntoldwords_]

2/2 I'm in pain but i never share even a little of it with my family not because they wouldn't care but because i can't bring myself to give them my pain.

[🌼 @heruntoldwords_]

I'm a daughter who never says anything to her own family, who never shares how much pain she carries inside. I get panic attacks & no one has any idea. My nights are filled with overthinking silence louder than words. 1/2

[no name @nurfui]

aku jahat? orang tak tau pun lately ni aku rasa 50/50 nak hidup, tapi aku boleh lagi treat orang elok elok.

[Adeeee @Wunmiiberry]

Missionary with someone you’re genuinely attracted to just hits different.

[ophelia @beabadoobich]

Sometimes nothing happened, tapi tetibe ternangis sebab you feel too much