eating an apple outside really is the closest you can get to smoking without smoking. some would think thats vaping but vaping is closer to eating a comically large lollipop in public
take a boiling-hot shower. open a bottle of sparking orange wine. listen to snail mail. clean your room. try not to scratch your eczema. hire an etsy witch to put a curse on your roommate. and Handle It.
If she was for the female gaze like her fans claim, it would be the men simulating female pleasure. Sheโs always the one on her knees or in a submissive position like female gaze my ass