nyanko

because im scared

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

There's an itch in my brain that i can't scratch.

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

@Tytur66 У меня нет никаких проблем, это всё у меня в голове. Просто порадуйтесь за меня, хорошо?

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

I will go with a full stomach, if I don't eat anything, i might not have the strength.
I think i should cut a little where my pulse is so if i have the courge that night, i can find the small wound easily with my fingers to know where to slice when im out in the dark.

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@Tytur66 Это единственный способ быть счастливым(⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠∧⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠)

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

There's so point in weeping and grieving, you just have to enjoy the moment while it lasts.

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@Tytur66 Я незнаю

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

good morning to you too kitty

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I don't know if i can do it, i just have to stop thinking and move when time comes but can i really?

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

I don't know where to go but it should be somewhere isolated enough so that no one will find me, also far away from home in case they come looking for me.
I think i also should take some painkillers with me, just enough to fasten the prosecure.

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

I won't take anything much with me when i go out. I will buy a fresh set of razor blades before that day. I guess it's best for me to leave at 23rd night around these hours, if i sneak out after midnight it might be too suspicious.

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@Pandajak67 I did!(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

biscuits and black tea

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The static noise won't stop, it's making my head hurt. I can't sleep even though it already passed midnight.
Shadows are being cruel to me tonight, I can't ignore them.
I don't understand what makes them so angry but i have no courage to question their ways.

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

I've gained some weight.
It makes sense since I don't go outside.
Im ugly as it is so, I probably should stop snacking so much.

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@scarboyashah It's been a long long while really, it was from a small corner store(⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั⁠)

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

My hand was under the pillow and i jumped awake in fear after touching something cold, thinking it was a bug!
Lucky for me it was just a lil hairband...

[nyanko @nyannyakot]

Why? Just why?

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My laziness keeps me alive

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I'll go buy my own dinner tonight!