there will always be a random night when you don't know what's happening in your life, you don't want to talk about it and all you want to do is cry till you feel better.
I've been struggling with the path I chose. not bc I didn't want it in the first place, ofc I wanted it that's why I've considered it. it's just, I never had a comprehensive plan of what I wanted to do with my life bc I never expected I'd live long enough.