“eu estava sentindo nojo de mim mesma…nunca em toda a minha vida me sentira tão suja… ele viu tudo, conseguiu ver no meu rosto, eu não era mais a mesma pessoa, e nunca mais seria.”
- pov da noah morgan no livro “your fault”
my cousin got clean and was getting ready to move to another state for a fresh start. before leaving he decided to have "one last hoorah" with his friends. he took a small amount of xanax that turned out to be laced with fentanyl. he died.
the ending of euphoria is very real.
rue being dead from the overdose the entire time and this scene with her mom turning out to be one last imagined goodbye before she passed away… yeah, this ending absolutely broke me. #euphoria
if i knew it would turn out like this i would’ve just killed myself at 16 , i’m so stupid for having hope, thinking there would be light at the end of the tunnel
you don’t realize how much your environment affects your mental state until you finally spend time somewhere that feels calm and your body stops feeling tense for once