left hs grad party with all my friends and have been sitting outside the venue for an hour doing nothing. I fucking hate it all, just because I saw a girl I talked to for 2 weeks a month and a half ago which is the only person Iโve ever truly loved even though our relationship was nothing for her and was ashamed of me every time we were together hiding me from her friends and pretending she doesnโt know me in public
@khubiez but tomorrow probably will suck. What makes everything suck is something thatโs deep inside of you or ingrained in you, and it canโt go away in a day. It wonโt be fixed, you wonโt ever fix it