Free Palestine. ACAB. BLM. Libertarian Socialist. King of the Rats. Cat Dad Fella. INTP. NB. I write things. Better than yesterday but tired of tomorrow.
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@traumadol SERIOUSLY. How do you even start that conversation or explain it to someone who has never experienced it.
"Yeah sometimes I dont think I truly exist in my life and everything is happening according to a script and then other times I feel my consciousness leave my body" like HUH
@traumadol Okay wow that really hits home 😭 I HATE depersonalization. Having to tell if I’m in a depersonalization episode or derealization episode.
I feel like I’m not in control of my body and I’m not real. Then some days I look around and I’m like wait that light looks weird… oh no
@traumadol THE PRIDE THING IS SO WEIRD. I totally get what you’re saying there’s this little voice in my head that says “no you’re wrong you don’t deserve this and they shouldn’t do that” but I just go along with it because I don’t want them to abandon or leave me. So I go against it. MESS
@traumadol Its so hard dude :/ it’s hard to break out from that when it’s been taught to you over time. I realized I have no internal boundaries between what someone says or thinks about me and what I think about myself. I constantly adopt others opinions and think “damn they must be right”