I figured this out last year, but I also figured out that if you replace the feeling of acting with whatever else you can get people to feel that instead. Which makes it incredibly easy to manipulate anyone
did you know that apparently if you try to act normal the normalness doesn't come through but the acting does. and did you know apparently everyone can smell this on you like a bloodhound
The attraction you feel toward reserved men is almost unbearable. You know your beauty should be affecting him in some visible way, yet he remains composed, restrained and you find yourself waiting for him to finally give in, but he simply does not.
Your entire body begins wanting to do everything in its power to break that restraint, and when he still remains grounded within himself, you realise he possesses immense sexual discipline. That is when your respect for him intensifies, and if he is interested in you too, that becomes the kind of man you choose.
It feels as though he can see through all your performances, your little dances of seduction, and instead of becoming consumed by them, he simply watches, lets you enjoy yourself, remains the spectator, and acts only when he genuinely wants to. There is something unbelievably attractive about a man who is deeply aware of desire yet not enslaved by it.