n ₍^. .^₎⟆

i luv oats ♡ 18
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[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

hii im narmi and not new just relapsing #slittwt #edrtwtㅤ

abt me:

> loves oats, cats, sociology
> im 18

like to be moots <3

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

soya crisps r so good i never even knew how good the macros r

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

why are the huel meal replacement macros so ehhh

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

solids r so scary

[ⒸⓇⓄⓌ @CrowCawEd]

why does restricting make it impossible to sleep ? i thought you’re supposed to have less energy ? comically evil side effect

[paul @HERETIC0RE]

annoyed that my wellbeing is something i need to upkeep forever and that depression is much comfier than happiness and hope that are instead scary

[#MIAU @miaupple]

how temporary happiness feels

[ana ᕱ⑅ᕱ @goodluckbae_]

⋆.˚₊ ⊹ ☽ happy first day of autumn! 🍂 (yes the faces on the ghosts are drawn lmao 👻)

[drella ·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:· @0CALwater]

how my food be looking at me during a binge

[mimi @mimio_oox]

食に関心がない人マジで羨ましい、お腹空いてなくてもこの味を食べたくて食べるとかやるし、20kg太ってたデブの時の気持ちがまだ抜けなくて外食とか行くと全然自分のキャパわからなくて頼みすぎて食べ過ぎちゃう

[bon 🦇 0/20 lbs halloween gw @w1nn32]

Anybody else hate having bodily functions like not even just a period but I hate having to go to the bathroom or eat or drink or like clean myself I just don't like being reminded I have a body

[۪ ݁ 𓈒 @laaceddoll]

me and my unhealthy obsession with protein bars against the world

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

@tauntifer what does this even mean

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

@l0serriya i dont know the specifics of where u live but rehab centres and such offer daytime inpatient treatments or even atleast getting yourself to programmes within ur area may be a start :( im so sorry ur going through this

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

@bennyrexia @dulcorexia HAHAH NO WAYY

[mimi🗡 @grotesquia]

how many unpleasant b/p’s do i have to go through for my brain to understand that this isn’t a good way to cope and it literally isn’t even fun

[✶ @suwibi_n]

age regression but i was already cutting myself at 11 so nothing changes

[m 𝜗𝜚 @wlforwon]

I have a big problem , I am OBSESSED with food , I can’t bake because I want to eat it immediately , I can’t make fridge overnight meals or sweets because I can’t wait all night , I can’t study before my first meal because I can’t keep my mind on the thing I’m studying ,

[n ₍^. .^₎⟆ @oatsclouds]

i have to plan for uni i’m don’t want to do this