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yapping my heart out⚠️

[ega @fluoxetan]

gimana ya cara ngejelasin kalau kita tuh emotionally unavailable and easily socially overwhelmed karena sensory issues. gak ada niat gak menghargai atau nganggep orang gak penting. i just genuinely get exhausted from having to reply to chats, answer calls, maintain conversations, or meet up regularly, even when i look active online & free. belum lagi kalau lagi hyperfocused on something.

kadang capek juga sama standar “kalau peduli pasti bales”, “kalau sayang pasti nyempetin”, “kalau gak ngabarin berarti gak penting.” and this isn’t even exclusively about romance. pertemanan juga sering kayak gitu. padahal sama orang tua sendiri aja kadang gue butuh waktu buat bales chat wkwkwk yes im the distant daughter, makanya seringnya ditelpon karena kalau chat lama balesnya.

selama ini kita berusaha masking dan mengikuti standar social availability orang lain, tapi any meaningful relationship we have still can’t magically override our limitations. punya kepedulian sama orang lain gak ujug-ujug bikin social battery gue bertambah.

bahkan sama temen-temen yang gue genuinely enjoy being around, kadang dari awal gue udah bilang, “lagi males ngomong ya” then i just sit there with them, listen to them, watch them do their thing, and genuinely enjoy their company. i want your presence, i just dont always want interaction.
sering juga lagi overwhelmed tapi maksain ketemu orang-orang, malah tiba-tiba nangis karena saat itu kepala gue masih penuh mikirin final project wkwk makanya gabisa dadakan dan harus selalu mentally prepared dulu karena kita jadi gak “hadir” diajak ngomong aja zoning out😹😹😹

and romantic interests somehow feel even more pressuring. once someone starts expecting constant replies, calls, updates, attention, or access to my time, i immediately feel overwhelmed. especially when we’re barely anything yet. you’re not even my husband, why am i already being treated like i owe you constant availability? i really dont like men who act controlling or entitled to my time and attention. you’re still practically a stranger to me. and yes, i can be interested in someone, think he’s a genuinely good guy, and still not be comfortable giving him that much access to me.

interest does not automatically equal access. the moment i feel being demanded, it stresses me out and makes me anxious. merasa bisa mencapai milestone tapi maintainingnya gak tau.
i dont think i would survive lansekap romansa era modern bruh, kayaknya harus hidup di zaman 70an, ngabarin orang pakai surat nyampenya seminggu sekali😹😹😹

[Orange 🐱 @Dothianhmy]

Buat gua, cowo itu akan sangat menarik if he active in any sports, care of his health, mature, dan tidak merokok 🙂.

[౨ৎ⋆♡˚⟡ @moonlightdoll04]

this is exactly what i wanna look like omg ☹️☹️

[Danielle ✿ 🇬🇷 @DVSGains]

Before the gym → I don’t feel like going.
After the gym → Best decision I made all day.

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

WTS TIKET KONSER LANY DAY 2

🗓️ 30 Oktober 2026
🎫 2 TIX (FESTIVAL)
💰2,5jt /each (underprice)

alasan jual karena bentrok kerjaan, ga dapet izin cuti😭

ps. atas nama pribadi
pss. aman no tipu (ada surat kuasa)
psss. ada all proof👍🏻

yg minat langsung dm aja yaa

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

@sweetiyess aku ada nih kakk

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

WTS TIX LANY DAY 2

🗓️ 30 Oktober 2026
🎫 2 TIX (FESTIVAL)

jual rugi (negotiable)
alasan jual karena ga dapet izin cuti😭

ps. atas nama pribadi
pss. aman no tipu (ada surat kuasa)

yg minat langsung dm aja yaa

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

@clairdevoi aku ada kakk

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

WTS TIX LANY DAY 2

🗓️ 30 Oktober 2026
🎫 2 TIX (FESTIVAL)

jual rugi (negotiable)
alasan jual karena ga dapet izin cuti😭

ps. atas nama pribadi
pss. aman no tipu (ada surat kuasa)

yg minat langsung dm aja yaa

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

@keytchme aku ada tapi day 2 nih kakk

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

WTS TIX LANY DAY 2

🗓️ 30 Oktober 2026
🎫 2 TIX (FESTIVAL)

jual rugi (negotiable)
alasan jual karena ga dapet izin cuti😭

ps. atas nama pribadi
pss. aman no tipu (ada surat kuasa)

yg minat langsung dm aja yaa

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

@sacturary dm ya kakk

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

WTS TIX LANY DAY 2

🗓️ 30 Oktober 2026
🎫 2 TIX (FESTIVAL)

jual rugi (negotiable)
alasan jual karena ga dapet izin cuti😭

ps. atas nama pribadi
pss. aman no tipu (ada surat kuasa)

yg minat langsung dm aja yaa

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

X aneh bgt gaada notif apa apa tbtb dah banyak komen & dm masuk:(

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

@Lavieellaaa udh aku dm ya kakk

[🐶 @obscuranvoid]

@ddokeey hai kakk masihh avail nihh.
btw aku juga ga bisa dm kakak. coba skrg kakak dm aku bisa gaa? udh aku set open dm

[Zan @kapten__monyet]

bayangin secakep apa lu dengan bb 50kg itu

[Sistha @sisthaaaaa]

Udah mah penjahat, goblok (bukan makian, memang literally goblok), narsis, serakah, temperamental, ga punya malu, ga punya empati pula. Blas ga ada kata sifat positif yang bisa disematkan ke orang ini.

[Flo🍃 @Windflowfalls]

In another life, gue mau jadi kucing yg dipelihara oleh perempuan baik hati kaya raya. Biar gue bisa nikmatin hidup cuma makan, tidur, berak, berantakin seluruh rumah dan masih ttp disayang😞🤚

[𝑅𝑎𝑖𝑛 🐰(-48.8/53lbs) @brwonbunnie]

my dream bmi is whichever one i have a flat stomach, thigh gap, and small arms

[celia𐙚 @itsfreedomrw]

deep down, aku tuh gabisa benci-benci bgt sama seseorang. even at my most evil, my emphaty always wins

[marinnerism @marinnecalori]

!!!!!

[icy @Disco2000an]

Buat guru mana anjeenggggggggg