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β Life is a tragedy, one way or another. What is certain is that you die. β
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-MDNI 18+
-MV/ MS
- TW: DDDNE
- muse is bisexual
- NSFW in DMs with chem
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Penned by: #Mysticmusings
@FASClNATINGBOY -- " I was damning you to the same fate, I failed you. My beloved, fascinating boy..." He breathed, only leaving his hands to cup his face and draw him close to him. There, he would wipe his tears, and lay soft, apologetic kisses on his forehead.
" I know..." he agreed.--
@FASClNATINGBOY
While petting his boy, he suddenly speaks up.
β You and I do not share a mental connection anymore. I cannot get in your head. This is my gift to you my fledglingβ¦ my boyβ¦ so I have to ask you what you are thinking. And beg of you to be honest with me. β β
@FASClNATINGBOY -- he heard it, in his precious boys voice, that same fear. Daniel, he was afraid he would leave. He blinked like he was coming to some great realisation.
" All this time... I was trying to spare you the ache my maker left in me... this incredible, unfillable loneliness... " --
@FASClNATINGBOY "You were negligent to your ambition, but you never gave the rod, you never sold them off to a slaver... flawed but not... not what I remembered." He choked on his words.
He focused on him, the sensation of his love, his affection, bringing Armand back and pushing Arun far away.
@FASClNATINGBOY He sighed exasperatedly.
" He indulged me... my obsession with his- MY fascinating boy... you were like... a gift to me, a guilty pleasure I couldn't let go, I- I'm a wicked, selfish thing..." His eyes fell with shame; he could hear it when he said it out loud, how bad it was.
@FASClNATINGBOY " She was afraid of me..." He admitted abruptly.
" I could tell, so I tried to keep away, but... I was jealous... Even in your imperfections, your mundane life was better than anything I could remember as a child. I was trying to watch from a distance, but I got too close."
@FASClNATINGBOY He sighed.
" Beloved," He whined, more probing questions...
" I wasn't supposed to... I promised Louis I would stay mostly away but I got carried away on occasion... " He admitted hesitantly.
@FASClNATINGBOY "It's just... sloppy work. Cruel to the kid. " He explained.
" I was reckless; this is a reminder that I couldn't fully cover it up because I was too close, always too... close." He sighed, putting his hands over his companions.
@FASClNATINGBOY [ The door swings open ]
" I'm not mad!" He said angrily
Frustrated at himself for his sloppy work.
Bringing up old wounds after they patched them.
" This is silly... she must have seen me, and I didn't realise," he huffed with an embarrassed frown, shuffling forward to him.
@FASClNATINGBOY " Do that and I leave your published work on the coffee table for guests," he threatens
He was embarrassed, sloppy work for his taste, he cant believe she remembered him.
@FASClNATINGBOY -- desperate to keep him by his side.
" Yes, I can do that... I'll fight for you. I'll never leave.'' He vowed softly.
" Only stay by my side, beloved. Please scorn me not for my wickedness... I know what I am... and now, you can start to know it too. " He uttered
@FASClNATINGBOY -- "Every time I tried to leave, I was pulled back to you, by some inexplicable force... My beloved boy, I am the most selfish creature on earth; I could not let you go.β
He poured his heart out to him; it was all he could do to show him he was serious- no games--