I’m really the person no one ever had to worry about lol. not needy, not problematic, not irresponsible. I’m the go to, the shoulder, the motivator, the light ✨ it’s heavy but it’s just how I am
I was loved growing up, but I wasn’t always understood, supported, or acknowledged for who I was. So forgive me if I sometimes crave reassurance, attention, or encouragement…..those are the things I learned to live without, not the things I stopped needing.
the older I get, the more I understand what Solange meant in Cranes in the Sky. heartbreak doesn’t disappear because you stay busy. it doesn’t heal because you find someone new, book a trip, buy things, go out every weekend, or find another way to avoid sitting with yourself. healing happens when you face the pain directly, sit with the discomfort, and allow it to teach you what it came to teach you. you can distract yourself from a wound, but you can’t heal it by pretending it isn’t there.
i think stressing over a man is pointless. the choices they make are completely out of your control & their behavior has nothing to do with you. all you can do is pray that God allows the right partner into your life & drag anyone who doesn't care for you properly out.