Just wait till im fully able to stand back up. I just pray god dont let me go but if that's a sacrifice I have to make for my family. I've been In battle, lost & was burned by hell's fire. But I did not die. God have a plan💯
Sometimes you've gotta just lay on your bed and stare at the ceiling and talk to God about everything in life that feels heavy and tell Him that you trust Him even though nothing makes sense right now.
When I lost my spark nobody noticed, because I was still showing up for others. The only way I regained my spark was by isolating myself and limiting how I gave out my resources. People noticed that though
Real isn't near as it was or ever be any more If u come across or have it. Don't leave. Love is a brand name that covers 3 words placed all together. & that is God, Faith & Hope. Cause u can never love yourself your family your life with out it.
…Confessions Of A Man
Is u accepting the price. Don't fall back or walk away. Learn ur way out of that hole because u are the only one to get yourself out of it. Cause sometimes it's better to be In the house or outside with what loves u instead of coming to a empty home & still feel empty outside.
Accepting love accepting your kids, accepting your wife or husband something good accepting the work, accepting God, and most of all accepting who you need to be, instead of who you want to be because need will always overachieve the want. Everything is gonna get harder. But that
Accepting failure, accepting redemption, accepting forgiveness, accepting your work in progress, but willing to progress accepting time accepting someone that’s different that understands and that’s willing to love you no matter who you was then or in the past or we came with you
never being fooled accepting what God and your guardian, angels show, spiritual, awakening, spiritual guidance, spiritual belief, spiritual hope, and spiritual faith, spiritual mental explanation, direct honesty, truth, peace, learning, peace, accepting change, accepting fear…
patience, timing acceptance openly vulnerable shield down, but also shield up confessions communication honor, letting down your pride, your ego, who was breathing, meditate, conversational release, mental release, mental acceptance, physical acceptance, self acceptance…
Is just a mask or illusion to keep u in believing the devil can make happen now instead of waiting on god time cause his ass slide through when he feel like u ready. (Hopefully u just caught what I just explained). Life with god will show and teach u that…
Didn't even kno u sign a contract. Cause u feel god wasn't there or didnt give a flying feather of a fuck cause what he say is wrong dont feel right or is what u want or need now instead of having faith and being patient. Cause everything that's facmst feel good or look better…
Felt good. Felt free. But the main thing u thought was there wasn't & that was the love. See being mislead hard head & letting the devil show u the finer things that look like love and how your life is suppose to be and u make the rules and choice and fuck god right lol
You choose to make ur own instead of following and listening to him. The devil will fool and fuel u to seek anger at him when the anger needs to be within self. Yes everything might now be the eay it was when u had it all or was living a certain life where everything felt easy
Keep working and progressing cause u won't kno about winning if u haven't failed. Yes u dont want the arguments but when u was mad at losing it all who u argue with and was mad at? GOD. But what did god also tried to show and give u the chance to understand when choices u made…
make sure you respect your partner more than you love them because you can cause a lot of damage to them while still loving them. when you respect them you'll think about them before you make any move & you'll think about the impact it will have on them
Be afraid cause im with u but im helping him out and showing u that it's ok. Times will not be the same harder things will be in route that will test ur love your mental your physical and ur mind. So all u failed and keep failing at that u dont want no parts of now..
For yourself. Easy route may feel like the easy way out to go back to what u was use to and be back comfortable with cause its what u already kno. But suddenly that's not who u are anymore. And u can't be afraid of the higher purpose u that's fighting as well as god saying dont…