being suicidal doesn’t mean that I’m going to kill myself. being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you’re living. It’s waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn’t have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn’t mean that I am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn’t mind dying
Nunca me sentí tan mal emocionalmente como me estoy sintiendo últimamente, y si me preguntan cuál es el motivo, les juro que no lo sé. Es una acumulación de cosas que me preocupan, estoy cansada de todo.