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cn/en, new account, i am become skinny

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first ambitious meal i cooked and i’ve been on the shitter 5 times today fuck my life. hope i gave myself a tapeworm

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@Alexand72626699 not saying you should fast through it btw! just a reference for “what’s the fastest physically possible”

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@Alexand72626699 depends what your tdee is. if it’s 2000 you’d need to fast 17.5 days straight. if 1800 then 19.4 days etc. i’d say a month is reasonable with strict low intake

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nothing makes me feel more validated than getting crazy steps in but also nothing makes me feel fatter than my ankles aching oh my god i’m in so much pain rn

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how it feels telling ppl u were on pro ana tumblr…

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@chaaespace over 5000 i literally got a notification that told me i exceeded the maximim 😭 so like 14 years

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@ag0nyth1n555 no even purging won’t get rid of everything and that’s when it’s still in food form. imo lax is just for when u haven’t shit and u have a photoshoot or something. i would save it for when you’re genuinely constipated

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honestly more like 5.00001 minutes. if i’m not on the bathroom floor within moments of taking my last bite it’s over for me. why i’ve never purged in public, how would you get away in time

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a relic of my edblr days is my compulsion to just give up if i haven’t purged within 10 minutes of eating something

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in my heart i believe that at 10.0001 minutes you immediately absorb 90% of the calories and there’s no point anymore. so brain rotted it’s accidentally mia recovery LOL

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this positive attitude may or may not have everything to do with doing well on my exam yesterday. it’s crazy how much that affects my overall self-worth

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my hair is HAIRING today and my makeup eats. first day i’ve felt pretty in a long time, looked in the mirror and saw potential. still hate my body but it gives me confidence that i’ll actually look good at my ugw. wow positive thinking who is she??

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@frailentity the only way i can grow my nails out is keeping them painted black 😭 idk why, somehow the thought of it chipping from biting and making the shape fucked up and ugly makes me resist, yet idc when they’re not painted. press-ons don’t work for me bc i’ll just rip them off

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@surprisedpurple she sounds disordered too

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highkey don’t even think i have BED i’m just fat and eat my emotions

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@sierrexic took me 2 years to recover from that first semester holy fuck this shit is serious

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@sierrexic me when i was steadily losing and thought like this thinking “dw i’m gonna beat the freshman 15!” and then gained the freshman 50 LMFOAAOLOOOO

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@angelzmonsters this is so real, successfully fasting puts me in such a good mood and then that makes me confident 😭

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@scythestxrves 1200 weekdays and as little as i can on weekends, have to resort to healthy deficits to avoid the fog 😭 college+work

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@dofcrzyteengrl reminded me of this icon 😭 you have such a beautiful hourglass shape