martin blackwood !

. . . {𝘈𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘓𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘺 }

❝ I'M NOT READY FOR COMPLETE DESPAIR . . . ❞

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

❝ EVERYTHING YOU HATE ABOUT ME . . . WAS A CRUEL , SICK , DNA GUARANTEE . . . ❞

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@dtcyborg Healing isn’t linear.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

Do I now? -_-

[hourlyscopes @hourlyscopes]

you look worn down, aquarius.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@StaleTea // nvm then whoops

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@StaleTea // ow. ow. OW

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@ofdreadandeyes You’re a sap.

:)

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

To who? Twitter? Yes because twitter would love my insistent poetry rants. :/

[hourlyscopes @hourlyscopes]

aquarius, gush about the things you love.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@ofdreadandeyes Yes.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

{ Martin hums a bit. The first thing that came to mind was "We'll try again next fall. Wait for me? I will." }

[astrology bot @hourIyhoroscope]

are you willing to try, aquarius?

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

The type of things I get on my page in the middle of a breakdown. Insane timing.

[astro in real time @astroinrealtime]

aquarius, let someone help you. you don’t have to be strong alone.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

I know what I feel for him. I'm not stupid.

[hourlyscopes @hourlyscopes]

aquarius, sort out what you actually feel for him.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@forsakenfog I didn't mean to! I got stuck with working and I got distracted.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

Oh shit- oh fuck- I haven't visited her in god- I can't even remember.

{ He can hardly keep track of the days. Just surviving. He had moments where things were clearer but most of it he just... pushed through. }

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@ofdreadandeyes ... You'd do such silly things for me.

Of course I want you to take breaks but I assume you have better things to do then listen to me. Read, listen to some music, I don't know.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@ofdreadandeyes You need rest and to take breaks. You don't need someone to talk to you for hours on end about their interests. Please, take care of yourself. I'll be alright.

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

@ofdreadandeyes { If only Martin could say that nearly every time they saw Jon, he was rendered speechless. That he loved them far more than words could even try to express. }

Somehow I'm the beautiful one? I'd argue that is you, but i'll hold my arguments for now.

:)

[martin blackwood ! @ofpoemsandtea]

I will die her daughter...

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@ofdreadandeyes I really don't know how to respond to this, Jon. I think you've rendered me speechless...?

Beautiful, huh?

{ He'd be lying if he said he wasn't smiling at the compliments. Jon thought of him so softly. So lovingly. He wasn't used to that. }

... Thank you, Jon.