— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ
ㅤ⌖ㅤ𝐀𝙽𝚈𝐎𝐍𝙴ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝐀̲𝙽̲𝚈̲𝐓̲H̲𝐈̲𝐍̲𝐆̲ㅤ.
ㅤㅤ𝕱𝐎𝚁ㅤ𝚃H𝙴ㅤ𝚁𝐈𝐆H𝐓ㅤ .ᐟ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝕾̲𝐈̲𝐃̲𝐄̲𝐖̲𝐀̲𝐘̲𝕱̲𝐀̲𝐑̲𝐄̲𝐑̲ .
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝐀 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀 𝐃𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 .
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ (ㅤposted up in her lab again .. now that she´s gotten the door open after someone accidentally locked it from the inside .

everything feels calmer now that she´s cleared her head .. except the sideways rift in containment 、it seems more active than usual .ㅤ)
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ perhaps worse than that is wondering just how much time i wasted on a bunch of ghosts 、rather than being with charlotte or my cats .

suddenly it feels like i know so little of everything ...
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ another rude awakening .
i find myself continuing to ask just how much of what i´ve gone through has been entirely in my mind .ᐣ

the sideways 、father 、raz . . .

how many things have i done because of some overly complicated illusions ..
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ that means a lot ..
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

.. i’m just proud of you, okay?

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ i know that 、it just seems like that is how a parent would speak to their child .

as a matter of fact .. i know as much that it is commonly used in that manner .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

i still .. don’t really understand how it’d come across like that?

i’m just letting you know that i’m happy for you.

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ sigh *

not intentionally .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

i’m not babying you ..?

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ ugh .. even now you continue to baby me .

i suppose i only dislike it because of how uncommon it was in my life up until now .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

( a hand comes up to cup her cheek, brushing her thumb across it with a giggle. )

that’s my girl.

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ i love you too 、char .

and no imaginary voices are going to change that .

𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐲 .ᐣ 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 .

.. no matter how real they seem and how hard they try .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

.. i love you.

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ i like to think it will be a number of days ..

at least until the echoes of the last few days come to pass .

anytime now ...
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

maybe just for today, okay?

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ if i just .. never leave this bed 、perhaps my life will become so much easier ......
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ because he jumped off my desk 、which is exactly why i need to keep him in the containment pod .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

.. he fell over trying to stand up earlier. ☹️

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ i doubt that —— he hasn´t moved much .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

just because he doesn’t look like he wants it doesn’t mean he doesn’t deserve it !! his little legs are probably so worn out from running around. ☹️

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ the containment unit is enough for them 、it doesn´t seem to have any desire for comfort .

besides ... i cannot leave uncontrolled sideways energy out for long .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

i’m thinking of getting a little bed for him.

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ compared to the abominations residing within the sideways ... yes 、absolutely .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

he’s pretty cute, you gotta admit.

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ i cannot believe i am related to it by unique creation ..

i always hated being the lone child as a kid —— but this is something else .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

( patting the little guy’s head, poking his midsection to illicit a giggle. )

whateverrrr ..

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ .. alright 、don´t complain when you cut your lip then .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

( staring back. blink.

going back to kissing him. )

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ (ㅤblank staring .ㅤ)

i wouldn´t do that —— you´ll accidentally stab yourself on one of those crystals .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

( kissing his head over and over again. )

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ (ㅤshowing the reader her ' zero point ' sprite .

say hi to her sibling .ᐟㅤ)
ㅤ

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ .. shit .
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

.. our first date was getting ice cream.

[— ⭑⸝⸝𝅙𝐓H͟𝐄 𝕭𝐄𝙰C𝐇F͟A͟R͟𝐄𝐑𝅙.𝅙⌖ @ofsidewayfaring]

ㅤ
ㅤㅤ how would you know .ᐣ.ᐣ
ㅤ

[𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆. @demcnsblade]

.. that is such bullshit.