not good but not bad

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When did things started to go so wrong

[not good but not bad @ohk_bye_]

I was so naive to think that things were going to get better.

[not good but not bad @ohk_bye_]

Really want god to come down and tell me what to do

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Why does life get so confusing and complicated after turning 21? Nothing is going in right direction. I am starting to feel like a burden to my family and a failure.