grief is so tricky. i’ll be fine all day then cry for my daddy all night. i still can’t believe that i’m out here having to live the rest of my life without him.
the passing of my father has left me in shambles but the way that my village has shown up for me has been amazing. every visit, every call, every text, every prayer means the world to me. i love y’all deep 🫶🏾
idk why i thought watching dead poets society on this flight was a good idea. i’m about to be in shambles for the next 10 hours 😭 tears me up every time i watch it.
i have been a flight attendant for over 10 yrs & the one flight that i had today was easily one of the top 3 worst flights that i‘ve ever had (& it ain’t 2 or 3). i don’t want to be on or see an airplane, get a company email, or see the firms logo for the next 7 days. i am done.
today made me question my career choice. i only had one flight but the way i‘m feeling after that ONE flight is unreal. I have zero faith in humanity, i hate people now more than ever, & i’m pretty sure it’s going to take me the entire week that i‘m off to decompress.
somebody asked me if i still love my career today. honestly, most days the answer is no but the money, perks, benefits and flexibility are top tier. plus, after all this time, i have no idea what else i would do.