Blame you for anything and...I can't forgive you what you did to my friends and the living hell you made me go through." He looked away.
"I don't believe you ever loved me or somethin' and I honestly don't need that shit, it's enough for me if you just live."
He didn't understand what was happening, why all the sudden Dazai was kneeling in front of him. His blue eyes still reflected confusion and somehow sadness.
But that sadness wasn't because of hurt, he simply couldn't understand how someone as broken as Dazai could do
However he looked upset yet.
"Get up, Dazai and face reality, nothin' 's gonna be easy but if you truly mean what you say...then prove it, pushing people away isn't the only way to show you care, I don't care who has died or not, I'm sure your friend doesn't even
He was mad, beyond upset with how things had ended being between both of them. Chuuya wasn't heartless, he would say he doesn't care but in reality he did and a lot.
Yet he didn't want to allow the detective to break him, to see him vulnerable and being able to
Suddenly his eyes widened, confusedly he slowly approached.
"What the ...hell, Dazai." He muttered, no, he didn't want to take back what he said. He sighed deeply.
He is an idiot
"...you asshole, did y-you really mean what you said just now?" He will regret this, he surely
" ex partners." He clarified, the annoyance and even "hurt" was evident on his blue eyes.
But he hid it well, behind that anger.
"Do you honestly believe i will eat that shit that easily? For seven fucking years I thought we had something else but after you left I realized how