Because no amount of "I love you" can erase the fact that you looked at my worth,weighed it against your urge and picked the urge. Cheating isn’t a mistake,it’s a decision. A deliberate, selfish act made while knowing exactly who it would hurt.
I feel extremely disconnected having conversations with people that don’t ask questions back. A lot of people only know how to talk about themselves and relate back to them, it’s exhausting talking to someone like that.