@beha_hun im also a part of that 4 percent. Very graphic, very scarring, very traumatic but that was Selena's point in showing that while directing.
I also read the book.
Hannah tries to take her life by pills in the book.
Selena wanted a "shock factor," the bathtub scene was that.
My lower back hurts every single time. Every single day during. It's debilitating sometimes. Cant sit for too long, can't stand for too long. Everything is uncomfortable.