If fate wants me to kill myself, then there are people names who are in my suicide list.
Sometimes, what lead you to suicidal ideation is other people. Suicide doesn't happened in a vacuum.
If I died by my own hands, it is because of some people actions that I deemed too mean.
Assalamualaikum,
Payah kali membetulkan kebiasaan begadang ini. Mata udah capek, otak dah kelabu, rasa oksigen yang masuk ke hidung udah berubah (gak kayak napas normal).
Udah ngantuk berat tapi tetap aja gak tidur. Kan kesel.
Sekian surat hari ini,
Bye!
Of course, it is not encouraged. But each one of us has free will. Taking your own life would be the last time you exercise your free will.
If you don't notice it. I, once in a while, have suicidal thoughts. It's bad. But I don't think I'll kill myself.
Assalamualaikum,
Sometimes life gets overwhelmingly hard. Unexpectedly, problems piling up and you feel an enormous amount of hopelessness. Being alive can drown you in the bottomless pit of sorrow.
Just remember, su*cide is always an option.
It does not matter if you finish your book/manga/tv-series or not. As long as you finish your first arc. And you get the gist of the story then it's okay.