┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖓𝖔𝖜

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

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let me reintroduce
⛤myself⛤

ೃ⁀➷ im bebe

ೃ⁀➷ friendly and shy

ೃ⁀➷ queer | agender

ೃ⁀➷ 28

ೃ⁀➷ vent/ed acct

ೃ⁀➷ minors dni

#edtwt intro
#moothunt

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[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

i miss my fucking dog i just want to float away into oblivion with him

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

i’m hot and my stummy hurts

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

health inspector is here and she is knocking us on every little thing why is there so much the other artists don’t do right wtaf

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

i know there’s no context for that but its a long story jdjdhdhjd

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

wh*te ppl will never understand r*cism and lowkey that’s kind of funny like sorry no i wont let a 10 yr old boy call me the n word because he’s little? he needs to learn like everyone else tf LOL

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

anyways

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

missed work bc of my crashout how lame can one be smfh

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

so i sent that money back and now the bank is fucking holding it so neither of us have it im si fuckign dumb

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

FUCKKKKKK im so fucking annoying sorry everyone oh my fucking god

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

I don’t think venting even helps i should just get off of here

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

why do i even try or speak or exist

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

I’m so fucking stupid

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

Im just sitting here crying because i’m such a fucking weirdo and she just tried to be nice but according to me its just being done wrong i feel so ungrateful and gross and I’m already so sad about my 30th birthday

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

I tried to get a cake and flowers for my mom for her birthday and i know its not enough i know she is embarrassed that i am there with her friends and family i know she’d rather be with them

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

It feels like everyone just pities me because im gross and ugly and sad and sensitive. No one really enjoys me and its not their fault

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

I want to feel ok i want to feel supported by others and not like im an emotional burden

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

How is it that everyone misunderstands me it has to be me im the problem and i can’t just grasp what people tell me

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

i hate feeling like this i have no one to talk to even with a couple of friends and a partner and a therapist it jut feels like i’m sinking and somehow everyone says the wrong thing and i end up feeling more alone

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

i feel so weird and nauseous my stomach is in fucking knots i just wanna go back to bed im so fucking weird and stupid

[┊͙bebe ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ @okyagain]

i sent the money back