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i tried, i gave up

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All Day I Dream About Sepultura

[HARDLORE @hardlorepod]

In loving memory of Bohan Daniel Lueders…

Starting tomorrow on HardLore, we have the first of three final projects recorded with our beloved brother and the other half of this show from the beginning.

In January of this year, we had the idea to interview each other in great detail about our childhoods, formative years and beyond in a nearly 3 hour conversation that (at the time) we deemed was too personal to release.

Now I believe there is a greater purpose to this conversation, and despite some parts being difficult to listen to given the current circumstance, it is an absolute miracle that it exists. I sat with it all day the day after he passed just to hear his voice again, and found that rather than being struck by the pain of him being gone, there was relief in feeling like he was back in the room with me. I take comfort in knowing that in many ways, he always will be.

I am so lucky and grateful to have thousands of photos with my best friend, and countless hours of footage, so let that inspire you all to do the same. Just take the damn pictures. You’ll be glad to have them.

In this time of unimaginable shock, and pain, I thank you all for your kind words, stories and support for Bo these last few days. I wish he could have seen it.

For Bo, Forever.

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haha i’m in danger

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i keep forgetting to pick up my anti depressants, so i havent taken them in awhile…. might just become evil and skinny again.

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i miss the MO | SH booty shorts and hoodie combo

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vhs halloween was so fun lol

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you’ll never guess who is here

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@mountain_Duwe @Kotaku incredible

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man, it really sucks that some of my interests have really terrible fanbases 😅

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i have no one to tell this to but i don’t think weapons was a good movie…

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i think i did a great job with my sims 😅

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guys, i’m still really sad every time i die broke up lol

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moody mix huh… 😒

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@MON513R these ones aren’t but they did release ones that have the customizable side stripes

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got a package from korn

[🦇 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 | nsfw @horrorsthetics]

what if we kissed at the blood rave from Blade, 1998…

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i love david dastmalchian in late night with the devil so much. he’s so great.