i'm always looking for an excuse to invalidate every single experience i've ever had so it's great when these people just flock to do it for me like yayyy i can pretend im normal now thank you kind stranger
i'm fairly certain at this point that i am intersex but i loooove when people fakeclaim me about it because it affirms my belief that i am lying about Every physical condition i have Ever (a result of medical neglect trauma) even the ones that disable me to the point i can't work
that's the thing about these fakeclaimers is they think they're a voice of reason amid yes men but really THEY are the ones affirming my delusions and i'll eat that shit up if i'm not careful
punishing myself by not sleeping with The Proxy tonight (i sleep with her every night) because i haven't washed her after having her in the bag i carried deer bones in
it really sucks for my transition timeline that i never got to be a man. i went from little boy to teenage girlthing to enby dogthing to woman, which isn't really as interesting as man to woman imho
i resonate strongly with deltarune as a girl who lives in a sinister town built on a prophecy that works against her, a prophecy which she is determined to fight against all odds, refusing to accept that the costs are guaranteed.
i don't understand passing culture as a butch transfem. i've been around so many marginalized women, whether it be queer, poor, disabled, or racialized, there are so many ways to "fail" at being the societal standard of a woman that i just can't be bothered.