It’s so crazy that you can literally feel it though out your whole body when you’re becoming bad again, the numbness to life creeping up without any warning, mental health really is unexplainable
I think I now know the difference between wanting to die and just wanting to not feel sad anymore… I don’t want to die I want to be happy and feel alive
I was suicidal yet I was still getting up and going to school everyday. I was still making it to every shift at work. I was still spending time with friends. I was still doing what needed to be done. Just because you can’t see someone’s pain, doesn’t mean it’s any less real.