Lucia

[Lucia @olt9033]

The need to keep someone off the grid takes a life time, can I reset

[Lucia @olt9033]

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[Lucia @olt9033]

Had my first meal since my 5 days fasting so far 5kg lost I will be starting my fast within hour and my next feeding will be in another 5 days on the 23rd August

[Lucia @olt9033]

I want to be more bold and open with him but yet again I wonder would that drive him away and once again I think I don't care I got to be myself

[Lucia @olt9033]

This day 3 water fasting feels like shit but hay I've always felt like shit so meh, good morning 🌄

[Lucia @olt9033]

Yesterday I've realized that no one got my back on God like I was trying to talk to my mother about my mental health issues and how I feel she flipped the script and started talking about her self and I had to shut down immediately

[Lucia @olt9033]

Would anyone miss me ? Or even look for me ? I don't think so, the living got to live !!

[Lucia @olt9033]

It's hard to wait for death will go to heaven or hell ? Pretty sure I will go to hell but will there be salvation?

[Lucia @olt9033]

The means to die is not there I just don't want to wait for it

[Lucia @olt9033]

Can someone become emotion less

[Lucia @olt9033]

2 month for now it will be my 34th birthday

[Lucia @olt9033]

Btw my fasting is going well I broke for a few hours yesterday but hay am back on track

[Lucia @olt9033]

He makes me happy, he puts a smile on me for no reason, it's not cringe with him when he calls me baby girl I think am down

[Lucia @olt9033]

I want to him to be opposed with me, is that too much to Ask?

[Lucia @olt9033]

I like someone, he says he like me back
He is cute but am scared what of he is just playing

[Lucia @olt9033]

My reason are :
For weight loss
Spiritual cleansing
My birthday is coming up in actually 2 months

[Lucia @olt9033]

Had my last meal for a long time not sure about the duration but I will keep it an open ending I need to see how long I can last here

[Lucia @olt9033]

Daily updates on my progress
Current weight: 100kg
Other measurements will be updates soon