God has never liked ugly.. & rotten fruit will forever fall on its own... no revenge. you really gotta let people have it.. let them think they're doing their biggest 1.. God sees everything especially evil.. unpure actions & words.. he don't miss a beat.. believe that.
Sometimes as an adult you have to decide "this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way" and stand on it. Be it family, a relationship or a friendship.
I hope I marry a guy who understands how important little things are, like holding my hand when I'm feeling nervous, getting me flowers when I'm feeling down, and telling me how much he loves me every time we have a disagreement.
A healing stage is disgust. Yes, disgust. You will be DISGUSTED by the people whose love you seeked. You will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. Feel this feeling then let it go.
That will NEVER be you again.