mydei.

archived — see you tomorrow.

[mydei. @omnitted]

my body is a machine that turns the excruciating torment and all-consuming dread of existence into golden honeycakes (with berries)

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns (pupils dilating at the promise of more—fingers digging slightly into phainon's skin) mm.

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns mydei, without saying a word, reaches for phainon's shirt to lift it up—his other hand grabbing at phainon's belly, then tugging at his love-handles.

"hm," he grunts.

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns di bahu phainon.

deliverer ini, selalu berhasil menembus kulitnya.

"jangan bikin makin sempit," keluhnya, "mundur."

sejengkel-jengkelnya raut muka mydei, ia tidak mengeluarkan tenaga untuk mendorong phainon.

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns "bugil. cepet."

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns mydei, yang tak pernah mundur dari tantangan, tetap teguh di tempatnya. ia menatap phainon dengan mata tajam, alis berkerut, dan rona yang semakin memerah—menyebar dari wajahnya hingga ke leher. tubuhnya lentur, hingga hampir bisa dilipat menjadi dua, dengan satu kakinya bertumpu

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns / kalo keseringan nanti GAGAL JANTUNG deideinya. 💢

[mydei. @omnitted]

/ ?

[‍ ‍𝑷͟𝑯𝑨𝑰𝑵𝑶𝑵. @burnsuns]

@omnitted melakukannya. Kakimu diangkatnya dan diletakkan di atas bahunya, tubuhnya bergerak cepat untuk mengikis jarak—setidaknya sampai wajahnya bisa mendarat tepat di hadapanmu dengan sebuah simpul manis yang tak hilang.

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns / ya... boleh... jangan sering-sering tapi...

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns (grabs phainon's face with both hands) i could, but if you're going to keep having a shit aim then you'll still starve. try again.

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns a cake *too*? if they're not careful, phainon is going to gain weight. not that mydei thinks it's a bad thing, matter of fact, he's imagining what phainon would look like with a little bit of chub... and loses his train of thoughts.

"hrm."

—very distracted.

[mydei. @omnitted]

sayu—seakan bosan, lalu menarik kakinya dari genggaman lelaki di hadapannya. perlahan, ia menggerakkan tumitnya untuk menekan dada phainon, mendorong dengan sangat lembut, tanpa mengucapkan sepatah kata pun.

mundur. ia menyuruh phainon untuk mundur. | @burnsuns.

[mydei. @omnitted]

mendekat ke arah mydei, selalu ingin berada di dekatnya.

jari-jari kaki mydei menekuk saat phainon menempelkan bibirnya ke lengkungan kakinya, senyumnya semakin melebar seolah-olah tindakan itu sendiri memberinya kebahagiaan. geli. walaupun begitu, ia menatap phainon dengan mata

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns i want you to think, deliverer. (it's taking all of him not to smash their foreheads together with lethal force) if i was cross with you, would i be feeding you by hand?

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns like i said, i'll feed you rocks. (arms on phainon's shoulder, head leaning forward until their foreheads touch) and bugs, if i feel forgiving enough.

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns "just cookies?" well, cookies are practical—that's why he likes making them. but that can't be all what phainon wants. mydei makes cookies every other day. "cookies shaped like dog treats, no less?"

[mydei. @omnitted]

menatap phainon dengan mata setengah terpejam.

"kapan-kapan," ia menenggelamkan diri hingga hanya leher dan kepala berada di luar air. "kita berenang. seperti dulu." | @burnsuns.

[mydei. @omnitted]

duduk berhadapan dengan phainon, mydei seharusnya melihat masa lalu yang telah ia tinggalkan (tanpa sepatah kata pun) menatapnya, tetapi yang ia rasakan hanyalah kelegaan. bukan rasa bersalah. seharusnya rasa bersalah.

tangan phainon di kakinya terasa geli. mydei membiarkannya,

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns impossible to tolerate. (hold his face in both hands, squeezing his cheeks together) i don't appreciate being dropped, just so you know. (leaning down—then nipping on phainon's nose. cuteness aggression) remember, if you drop me...

[mydei. @omnitted]

@burnsuns / digidaw.