I realised its not laziness or procrastination, when you reach a certain state of depression you get so detached from reality and you don't wish to participate in anything in life, you just want to sleep and wake up and actually not speak to anyone.🥹
Who else doesn’t feel anything lately? Physically, financially, everything. Right now, existing is exhausting. No crazy thoughts, but it just feels like every day I’m just trying to survive. I know better days will come, but this feeling is so overwhelming. I’m just so tired.
I just found a beautiful scripture: Isaiah 41:10.
There will always be trials and tribulations in life, but God will carry you through every storm in your life. And give you strength to make it, even when you feel like you can't.🤍