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if i told yall the tiktok name of my abuser would you guys leave behind a nasty message for my sake or am i doing too much

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WHAT do i respond to “baby i need you i wanna see you”???

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what….

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I deadass just wanted one fucking normal year who tf did i kill in my last life to get fucked over like this

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trigger warning self harm…

okay i have this weird feeling that if i cut myself ill have an easier time starving because when i’m miserable i tend to eat less. but i’ve been clean for a while and i don’t really need any more visible scars…. help #shedtwt

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i genuinely hate food

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how having a rational brain and an ed feels like :

[hamdi @xamdl4]

Fuck it Wii Ball

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@junocalzz you keep loosing (happy tone )!!!

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@kittybpd or maybeee your brain is trying to figure out why all this fucked up shit keeps happening and this is the only reasoning that makes sense to you, because you’re not inherently bad nor do you deserve constant bad events in your life

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@kittybpd ofc !! and I genuinely mean it , i have bpd too so i might be able to relate to some of your struggles or at least you know i won’t be judgy 🫂

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okay guys i had 8 ish ahoy chips which were a little less than 360 cals, they didn’t taste thaaaat good though prolly wont buy again

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@kittybpd moot i’m so sorry I did not read the room :( but i think you’d get more of a big stomachache than what you want , my dms are open if you wanna word vomit ?

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@kittybpd why you want it (not judging

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@kewlkittyX3 CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!

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i think i’ll omad chips ahoy cookies today !! what do yall think