Upgrading my appearance.
Becoming hard to reach.
Working 24/7.
Choosing happiness.
Cutting off toxic people.
No roaster.
Enjoying my alone time.
Forgiving myself.
Cutting people off feels different now. It’s not anger, it’s grief. Like dang… I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me I’m not safe with you.
I realize that God’s protection often looks like disappointment at first. You thought you lost something, but God was really saving you from it. I’m so thankful for everything that didn’t go my way & every single thing that prepared me for where I am now.
I’ll always be okay. God has seen me through every bad day, every breakup, every heartbreak, every layoff, every friendship ending. And each time He’s healed me and given me more than what I’ve lost. So yeah, it’ll all be fine. I’ll always be okay🤍
I can't even sit in a nigga face and play like I wanna still be his bitch knowing he fucked multiple hoes on me🥴 idk how df yall do it I can't stop bringing shit up for nothing!
My story isn’t perfect. It’s messy, emotional, and full of chapters I barely survived. But somehow, through it all, I found strength I didn’t know I had, peace I thought I lost, and grace that kept finding me anyway. ✨
Nobody tells you how hard it is to rewire your brain so you can allow amazing things to happen to you after so much trauma or hurt. Blessings exist, good people exist, a softer life exists. Let it happen.
They weren't lying when they said you wake up one day and just don't care anymore. No warning, no dramatic shift, just a quiet, almost peaceful detachment.
The Bible warns us not to look back at old friendships or any relationships that God has delivered us from. Lot's wife did and literally became stuck in time. My prayer is that when you're tempted to return to the past, the spirit reminds you there's so much more ahead of you!
I don’t wish you well or bad. I’m simply done speaking on what hurt me because it’s already taken enough of my peace. Whatever God has planned for you is meant for you, and that’s not my place to interfere with.