When Iβm alone itβs just me and my daughter nobody else. I have to deal with the pain the past the hurt alone while still being the best mom I can be for my daughter.
People really don't realize that "you reap what you sow" is real and nothing goes unseen. The way you treat people, the things you do in private, the intentions behind it all etc.
If I have another kid the hospitals Iβm delivering at are Christus Good Shepherd ( current obgyn is there), Methodist, Texas Health, UTSW and any hospital in Houston
Iβm confused how is someone a hoe cause they fuck their man and make content from it. If they bring someone in their bedroom and makes content off it thatβs their business and choices not yβallβs.
Simple fact is that I gotta sneak out and keep quiet to get food while my daughter is sleeping is insane. If she doesnβt feel me sheβll wake up screaming. I just wanted something from my kitchen ππ
When my energy is off, I become nonverbal asf. π I don't want to answer calls, respond to messages, or talk to a soul. I just want to be left alone until I feel like myself again.
Sometimes I wish I wouldβve made different decisions in certain situations, but I canβt go back and change none of that. I done gave chances to people I shouldβve left alone, stayed in situations longer than I needed to, and wasted time on things that wasnβt worth it. Looking back, I knew better in some of those moments, I just wanted things to work out differently. I canβt do nothing about the choices I already made, but I can make sure I donβt keep making the same ones.
My final act of love will be leaving you alone. No calls, no texts, no reaching out. Iβll let you move on without me, even if it means I have to sit with everything I wish I could say.