Howβs everyone doing? Iβve had enough time to take it all in and process how incredible the first leg of the tour was and I just wanted to say another thank you for always showing up and always giving your all!
Really excited for the US and Canada. Few surprises incoming!
And now here we our about to start the third tour. Iβve got a really really good feeling about this. Thatβs not some bullshit marketing ploy to make you come to the show, I genuinely havenβt ever felt this assured about the show weβre about to put on. If youβre reading this and youβre a fan, donβt underestimate your importance in how I feel professionally. Now if Iβm real with myself Iβm sure there will be a few moments where I get in my own head but after all these years I feel so protected by you all in those spaces. I literally canβt fucking wait for these shows.
Will it be a performance worthy of a vocal Olympian? No
Will it be the best selling show of the year? No
Will it be a show with numerous lyric sheets on stage like weβre in the stone age before autocue? Maybe
What it will be though is a moment for all of us to celebrate how far weβve all come. Diary entries over. Just wanted to update you on what was going on in my head.
The 2nd tour had a different energy about it. I felt much more assured in the music in an album that was literally designed for the live show but Iβd be lying if I said I didnβt have some nights where I questioned myself. About midway through that tour I remember metaphorically looking in the mirror and saying to myself that I needed to allow myself the success and the idea of being capable on my own. Gratitude is an incredible feeling but also comes with its own pressure, I wanted so much to deliver for you all every night and wasnβt allowing myself room for error. That momentum shift was really important for me. The last show of that tour absolutely blew my fucking mind, it gave me room to reflect on how far Iβd come. Never did I imagine WEβD be able to achieve this
My first tour was so fucking terrifying to me and maybe because I was pretty hard on myself, weird little paradox every night of feelings the adrenaline and the love of the crowd all the while scolding myself in my head. I had some incredible shows that tour and proved a lot to myself but still it was a tough one mentally