It is not my job to cover for the fact that you didn't hire enough people to actually keep this company running.
And I refuse to wreck my mind and body to make up for that.
my therapist told me, “stop assuming people are mad at you. Stop attempting to read people's minds. stop trying to manage the thoughts and emotions of others. let people be in charge of themselves. if they have something to say to you they will and if they don't it is their responsibility not yours. overthinking kills happiness” and that hit me like a brick.
i smoked up a couple of weeks ago w my two flatmates n when i say i went into a loop im not kidding it felt as if every second is rushing n i took them to galleria at 4 PM n when they ordered gol gappe i cried and said we’re not safe lets go back home 😭
I just scheduled an email for 8:13am instead of 8:00am just to seem less desperate and more casual like I just cooked this one up on the go kind of vibe